hitting a wall


last week i hit a wall... 
before that i was on a high, cruising along in 
the studio, loving the assignments Misty Mawn 
was piling on us and almost keeping up. 

and then week 5 arrived, 
i was running out steam slightly 
and
we started with oil paint...
aaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh
i got SO frustrated! 

the thesaurus says:
 frustrated = disappointingly unsuccessful 
well that EXACTLY IT! 


even the poor giraffes who have been dismally ignored this month 
didn' t manage to cheer me up... 



i'll let you know if i manage 
to go around, climb or even better blow up that wall...

learning! 


2 comments:

  1. it sounds like a very intense course Anne... Hang on in there and I am convinced success will be yours in the end xxx

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  2. Shew Anne! Maybe oils aren't your tool of choice for now because all the other stuff seemed to bring you so much inspiration and fun!? And you make beautiful art...even your oils are beautiful but I see you can't see that for now. Maybe you think oils are "special" and stiffen or pressure yourself with them and suck the artist out of you?? Or maybe its just time for a bit of a play break? Do you want to go play?

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